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[Official Goodbye] [13 Sep 2007|05:58pm]
[ mood | sad ]

In case you were wondering...Collapse )

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"Don't call it a comeback" [16 May 2007|01:47am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Alright, well, here's my big "I'm back" entry...and yet I'm not sure quite what to say. But I do know that I want to come back. Because I miss this place, and the socializing, and I think my girlfriend might leave me if I don't come back sometime soon. So here I am. Back. Giving this another shot.

It's been an odd couple of months since nationals. I've been having a continuous...well...quarter-life crisis. Trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. How to proceed. What I'm going to do with skating, with friends, with Sasha, with everything. Do I stay in Boston when my heart's in California? Do I continue skating when I'm not sure where the future lies?

I really don't know, which is what terrifies me. But what I do know is that everything made more sense when I was here. So I'm going to try being here again, as much as that freaks me out to a certain degree. I hope you all don't mind me re-entering the fold.

So contact me, even if we've never really been in touch. I'd love to hear from you all: Scottiamnot

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[ooc] [16 Mar 2007|02:42am]
[ mood | confused ]

[Alright, here's the question. I haven't kept up with this. However, part of me wants to give it another shot. I really miss it. Do you think it'd be worth it? Or will I just end up abandoning it again?

I mean...it's highly unlikely someone is going to take Scott, but if he's here I want him to be active...and I do miss this.


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[17 Jan 2007|02:56am]
So nationals, huh? Those are some crazy shit.

I should probably be getting ready for those. Yup. Getting ready.

Now just to make sasha come.
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[10 Dec 2006|01:30pm]
[ mood | Lazy ]

You like how I've totally forgotten how to update this? I'm worse than Sasha... :-P

Hey kids, anyone miss me?


Ok, that is all.[

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So it goes... [30 Oct 2006|02:02am]
[ mood | tired ]

Look! I'm posting!

I probably shouldn't have to start every entry with something to that effect, but there you go. This isn't going to be a particularly long entry. I don't have much to say. I competed in Skate America recently and...spoilersCollapse )

I'm still considering moving to California, but I haven't decided anything. I probably won't decide anything until after my next Grand Prix.

I hope you all are well. I've missed keeping in touch.

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[14 Oct 2006|01:07pm]
[ mood | content ]

In Cincinatti with my girl permanantly attached to my side.
If you'd like to spend time with us (because trust me, I aint leavin her), let me know :) I wanna see you all.

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[12 Sep 2006|12:07am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I'm tempted to just take her away and marry her and move to California.
I know that isn't feasible, and that she's not ready, but I'm beginning to think I need to.

In other news, I'm a terrible skater.
Love you all.

OOCCollapse )

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[01 Sep 2006|12:20pm]
Alright, yeah, I'm being selfish.
I'm going to stop doing that, find Johnny, and be supportive.
This is the biggest day of his life. And he's going to be so fucking happy.
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[31 Aug 2006|08:09pm]
[ mood | numb ]

Someone I used to be horribly, madly, and passionatly in love with is getting married in two days. I know this deserves some sort of comment, or long emo post, or something like that. I'm not sure of the appropriate response. So for now I'm just going to be numb. If I start to admit to my feelings, there's no way I'll be able to get through this weekend.

Though I will say this: Sasha, I love you, and please don't give up on me. I want you more than anyone in this world. This really just isn't easy.

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[25 Aug 2006|04:40am]
I'm drunkf and the beautiful girl next ot me in bed is very very tipsy.

we're...uh...resting. haha.

or something like that.

cept she's getting mads at me for tuyping. i must go.

i kinda love you all :)
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[14 Aug 2006|07:22pm]
This is just too fittingCollapse )
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[28 Jul 2006|09:17am]
I'm curled up with my girl. Everything seems fixed when we're like this.
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[19 Jul 2006|11:43pm]
I'm being worked to death, I miss my fiancee, and I'd rather be in California.

Can I get a hug?
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"When you're standing oh so near, I kinda lose my mind." [16 Jun 2006|10:16am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I'm in California.

I showed up last night, at about midnight. Just took a cab from the airport and showed up in front of Sasha's house. Knowing she probably had an early photoshoot, or interview, or acting class, or something...but I was there, and I needed to sleep somewhere, so I knocked on her door.

She came to the door half asleep and annoyed. But her face changed completely as soon as she saw me. It went from shock to awe, and, finally, a huge grin stretched across her face and she pulled me inside. I think my bag sat on her front porch for about an hour before I even realized I had left it out there...but that really didn't matter.

The whole night consisted of sleeping...well, kissing, talking, more kissing, more things O:-), and then passing out on her bed. I was right, she did have an early appointment with Mr. Nicks to talk about next season, but I guess she's probably just exhausted at the rink right now. I'll probably go over there soon and bring her some coffee or something. That's the good, boyfriend-ly thing to do, right? Well, fiancee-ly thing to do, I guess.

It just seemed like such a crime not to see her during her break. Because, as Michelle said, as busy as she is, she usually doesn't mind seeing me. And I don't minnd sitting around while she goes and does her many activities. There's a price to dating a celebrity...and the bext skater in the world (yeah, I'm a little proud.)

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[08 Jun 2006|09:55pm]
So...I know we're skaters, but...anyone watching the NBA finals?
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Kidnapping the woman I love [01 Jun 2006|11:37am]
So I somehow managed to do it. I managed to get Sasha to escape/postpone her responsibilities long enough to watch two of her friends get married. I flew into California, grabbed her, handed her a plane ticket and told her we were going to Russia. I didn't give her a choice...because if I had she would have said her responsibilities were too great, and she couldn't just leave, and blah blah blah. But she's working herself to death, and to watch the woman I love do that to herself is killing me, so I pretty much kidnapped her and forced her to come.

We got in late last night, and checked into the hotel. Sasha slept for pretty much the entire plane ride, as well as in a seat waiting for the baggage claim, and in the car on the way to the hotel. Not wanting to wake her, I gave the bags to the porter and then carried her up to the room, trying my hardest not to wake her.

And she didn't wake until I lay her on the bed, her eyes coming open just partly, smiling at me sleepily.

"Hey you," I whispered down at her, stroking her hair lightly.

"Hey," she smiled again, nuzzling into my hand. "How long did I sleep."

"About 20 hours now," I grinned as her eyes went wide. "I guess you were tired."

"Guess so," she murmered, and then stretched and looked up at me and said "Well...I'm not tired now.", pulling me down to her with one fluid movement.

And...then she was done sleeping. I guess weddings have a weird effect on us.

All that being said, CONGRATULATIONS ELENA AND ANDREI!!!! You two are absolutely perfect together, and I'm glad we could be here to help celebrate your special day.
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[ooc] [29 May 2006|02:11pm]
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[29 May 2006|02:08pm]
[ mood | pathetic ]

Alright, yes, I officially suck and haven't been around for way, way too long, and I apologize. The truth is, however, that I've been in a bit of a rut lately. What with skating, coaching, and just basically surviving...I just don't want to do anything else. Besides see my fiancee, but she's so busy that I can't even find time to do that (not her fault at all, I know she's going through hell with her schedule, and I'm completely proud of her for handling it so classily!). I just...miss her, I suppose. And I can't seem to do anything right at practice. And I haven't even seen anyone in forever. And I'm sorry for all that.

I'm really going to try to get out of this. Starting by seeing my girl. And then hopefully seeing you all as well.

Sorry for my patheticness. I'll work on it.

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[10 May 2006|04:07pm]
I'm back in Boston...
Sasha and I really need to come up with a solution for this. I can't do this distance.
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